Lately i have been going through some very interesting life events. Things have been changing from this to that at times even without my knowledge. I must say the changes have really toiled with my emmotions.I cannot remember a time i have been this hopeful yet this full of despair nor can i recal a time i have cried so much yet laughed as much!My life situation made me think of the Chameleon...does it enoy how often it changes or does it hate or maybe, it could careless what happens to its body?!
Real Chameleon Facts
Chameleons are a distinctive and highly specialized clade of lizards. They are distinguished by their parrot-like feet, seperately mobile and stereoscopic eyes,their very long, highly modified and rapidly extrudable tounges, their tail,crests or horns on their distinctively shaped heads and especially their ability to change colour. There about 160 different species of chameleons. They are mostly found in warm habitats that vary from rain forest to desert conditions.
So coming back to my life,the religious part of me tells me my life is all planned out and should not stress at all and maybe thats how the Chameleon feels, its changing colour is all part of nature.In short, it is all normal and a part of what we call life.
It sounds as though you are at a very interesting place in your life right now...I am thinking of you and praying for you as you experience such a range of changes!
ReplyDeleteMy prayers are with you Murugi. I think these emotions are normal. Sometimes I feel like everything is and will be fine, then others I melt in anxiety. I ask the Holy Spirit to counsel me. It's not easy for sure. God bless!
ReplyDeleteI was praying for you and remembered Jesus had those moments too. In the Garden of Gethsemane He prayed that the cup would be taken from Him and He sweat drops of blood. On the cross He cried, "My God, my God why have You forsaken me?" I think these times are when our faith grows, painfully and also with the amazing hope you describe. I can look up the verse numbers if you like. : ) Still praying. You're very special to me.
ReplyDeleteThank you Karen and Colleen. Things have been looking up and now more that ever, i am certain that God is slowly answering our prayers.God Bless. :)
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